Wednesday, August 11, 2010
♥-blogging some where else...
♥-blogging some where else...
HI PEOPLE! From today onwards, I'll ALSO be blogging at
MY TUMBLR!
relink me =)
oh yah, this is MY TWITTER! Freshly created a day ago! =)
MY TUMBLR!
relink me =)
oh yah, this is MY TWITTER! Freshly created a day ago! =)
With love from me to you-Eliza 2:48 PM.
♥-Pinky Promise
Just came back home from the airport, sent Justine off to his beloved aussieland. Cya soon, soon soon soon..
K, i'm damn tired, i went home and immediately headed out to changi airport after work. Eyes cmi already. Gd night!
With love from me to you-Eliza 1:43 AM.
Sunday, August 08, 2010
♥-urgh.. Why so scary?!
♥-urgh.. Why so scary?!
K, i'm back home from west coast's dotasg compy.. What a tiring day.. And i'm like feeling so nua now.. Shag.. *Snuggles on bed, under blankie comfortably*
So finally i got to spend time with my husband(lap top). Thus, i decided to do a more detailed research about the surgery i'm gonna go through in 11 days and a few few hours time, Tonsillectomy. AND WTF? Damn horrifying can.. Just take a look at this post surgery photo from this website http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tonsillectomy !!! Damn gg lor...
Then i read about this guy's tonsillectomy experience here http://www.sillypore.com/tonsillectomy.htm and i was damn horrified... and here http://www.tonsillectomyrecovery.com/about.html
The pain actually lingers after 10 days +++ ... Fk.. I'm so gonna be dying from it. Urgh... Howhowhow? The IV sounds so like a whore whereas the anaesthesia makes me have butterflies in my stomach. If only the anaesthetist is Jang Geun Suk LOL~!
And i'm supposed to rest for so many days.. MC like a week ++? Gosh.. I hope my boss is ok with it man.. zzz..
OHYA, something damn random. If you notice at CHEERS, those convenient 24 hours stores, they sells these fluffy and soft, yet in huggable size plushie! Omg! The Scrump round pillow-like thingy is damn cute la! The bolster-like Scrump thingy is damn cute too! AND BEST PART? $19.90! Hahahahhaaa.. OK, i hope it is still available at the end of the month, then i can use my pay and buy it! Whooo~
K i should go sleep now. A bit early ah, but nvm.. At least i halts my negativeness..
With love from me to you-Eliza 7:27 PM.
Friday, August 06, 2010
♥-tired, and almost timeless for myself.
♥-tired, and almost timeless for myself.
Great thing about today is, work went well and i finally made it home and i'm already lying on my bed. Frigging tired. This week is a mass OT week. Everyday i reach home later than 9pm. Hmmmm.. Gotta go running tomorrow. And i'm working tomorrow too.. Having my off days on Sunday and Monday! Guess i'm gonna spend it alone again..
Sigh.. Sometimes, went i think about the past, about the happenings, about how it used to be, thinking so hard about why did it ended up in such a bad shape, about how would it have become IF things didn't ended up this way. Yea, i know.. Silly right? So no point...
And then again, is it even possible to love 2 person at once? Maybe it is time to force myself to stop contacting you and come in between your current relationship. Sigh, i just have to remind myself yet again that, i don't always gets what i wants in life. Cause, given our current situation, we're so fucked up. zzz
Still on the heavier note, I'm gonna go for my tonsils surgery this 20th August.. Scheduled and confirmed already. Doing it at Tan tock seng hospital. Damn... I gotta stay over at the hospital after opt. zzz......... And i fear most about the general anaesthesia and the pain im gonna go through after the opt. Oh man... Damn bad.. Maybe i wouldn't wake up from the general anaesthetic.. Who knows right.. good too.... K why i sound so negative today. zzz
Well, my ideal this coming Monday, is to do something in the morning to noon and at evening, laze on a couch and watch NDP on teevee and after NDP, watch IP MAN on channel 8. Great. Its so easy, but, i don't wanna do all these alone. HAIS........
Can anybody donate me some love, please?
KK.. night
Sigh.. Sometimes, went i think about the past, about the happenings, about how it used to be, thinking so hard about why did it ended up in such a bad shape, about how would it have become IF things didn't ended up this way. Yea, i know.. Silly right? So no point...
And then again, is it even possible to love 2 person at once? Maybe it is time to force myself to stop contacting you and come in between your current relationship. Sigh, i just have to remind myself yet again that, i don't always gets what i wants in life. Cause, given our current situation, we're so fucked up. zzz
Still on the heavier note, I'm gonna go for my tonsils surgery this 20th August.. Scheduled and confirmed already. Doing it at Tan tock seng hospital. Damn... I gotta stay over at the hospital after opt. zzz......... And i fear most about the general anaesthesia and the pain im gonna go through after the opt. Oh man... Damn bad.. Maybe i wouldn't wake up from the general anaesthetic.. Who knows right.. good too.... K why i sound so negative today. zzz
Well, my ideal this coming Monday, is to do something in the morning to noon and at evening, laze on a couch and watch NDP on teevee and after NDP, watch IP MAN on channel 8. Great. Its so easy, but, i don't wanna do all these alone. HAIS........
Can anybody donate me some love, please?
KK.. night
With love from me to you-Eliza 11:44 PM.
Sunday, August 01, 2010
♥-寂寞的季节
♥-寂寞的季节
Headed home after work. Boarded the bus, and all i can feel then is lonesome. I glanced at the empty seat beside me, the chilly yet moist weather, the wet roads, the rain droplets on the bus windows.. The streetlights obviously didn't warm me up at all...
I looked at my cell phone, nobody. It was still and hard.
Sometimes, i ask myself what and who i'm looking forward to.. Silly.
Waiting for something, which will never happen, never appear.
Ultimate emptiness.
With love from me to you-Eliza 9:46 PM.
